She should have known better.
As the Captain of the Guard in Space Sector 2882, Rhanna Shadowbear had been trained for this, and knew her responsibilities, and still she let her emotions overtake her and her dreams of rising in the ranks spur her into a hasty, foolish decision.
So now here she was, her hands cuffed behind her back as she knelt before the captain of the pirate ship that had attacked the cargo ship she had been tasked with protecting, with a dull pain in her head that was slowly fading. A short female with well-defined muscles stood just behind her to her right – from what she could tell, that was the firs
And suddenly he was there and he was okay and she wanted to run to him, to hug him and hold him and tell him how much she missed him but she couldn't, she restrained herself with every last bit of her will because they were in public, and she didn't want to risk anything happening to him, and it would be dangerous if they were seen together like that in front of a crowd such as this. And he was moving through the people, smiling, shaking hands, and he barely glanced at her as he shook her hand, but in that split second, he passed her a small slip of paper.
Once again she had to stop herself from acting too quickly, she took her time, standin
What should I do?
Which path to choose
When often I just feel confused
Most say do what makes you happy
Follow your dreams-
But that path is forked
One way leads to a pleasing job maybe
One way leads to more money maybe
What should I do?
I'll try for both
Though sometimes I feel I'm drowning
Or sometimes I feel I'm not up to the task
Of anything
Not putting in enough effort
Enough time
Enough anything
I've got the smarts but
I'm a failure
I'm too lazy
I'm too weak
And I stop.
And I think:
"You are what you dare.
Succeed or fail."
And I choose my path.
A third path.
I may start out slow
But I know
I am what I dare.
The world wouldn't care if I disappeared
If my life was snuffed out like a light one night
I'm no one famous, not that important
Not even a blip on the universe's radar
I'm so tired, just want to sleep
And live in my dreams forever, never
Wake up
So why not?
Because you
You would mourn, and suffer
I can't leave you here alone
I don't want to be without you
So I stay
In this world
For now
For you.
At you I always stared
In return you only glared
You came when you needed me
When I grew useless you would flee
When you were with your friends
My heart you would not mend
Pretending I didn't exist
Pretending that we never kissed
Then when your 'friends' didn't want you
You came crawling back as you often do
I should have left you lying there
But I took you in, for you I cared
And when they approved of you once more
You left again, my heart you tore
Never again will I let you in
Not even now, when my heart you want to win
I am a door,
Open to all.
I won't turn you away
Unlike a wall.
If ever you need me,
I'll be your friend.
Come in, sit, and talk,
I'll be open 'till the end.
You may find me locked
If you are rude.
If you want me to open,
Please change your attitude.
I am a door,
Don't say I'm a wall.
Walls never care,
But I'm open to all.
She should have known better.
As the Captain of the Guard in Space Sector 2882, Rhanna Shadowbear had been trained for this, and knew her responsibilities, and still she let her emotions overtake her and her dreams of rising in the ranks spur her into a hasty, foolish decision.
So now here she was, her hands cuffed behind her back as she knelt before the captain of the pirate ship that had attacked the cargo ship she had been tasked with protecting, with a dull pain in her head that was slowly fading. A short female with well-defined muscles stood just behind her to her right – from what she could tell, that was the firs
And suddenly he was there and he was okay and she wanted to run to him, to hug him and hold him and tell him how much she missed him but she couldn't, she restrained herself with every last bit of her will because they were in public, and she didn't want to risk anything happening to him, and it would be dangerous if they were seen together like that in front of a crowd such as this. And he was moving through the people, smiling, shaking hands, and he barely glanced at her as he shook her hand, but in that split second, he passed her a small slip of paper.
Once again she had to stop herself from acting too quickly, she took her time, standin
What should I do?
Which path to choose
When often I just feel confused
Most say do what makes you happy
Follow your dreams-
But that path is forked
One way leads to a pleasing job maybe
One way leads to more money maybe
What should I do?
I'll try for both
Though sometimes I feel I'm drowning
Or sometimes I feel I'm not up to the task
Of anything
Not putting in enough effort
Enough time
Enough anything
I've got the smarts but
I'm a failure
I'm too lazy
I'm too weak
And I stop.
And I think:
"You are what you dare.
Succeed or fail."
And I choose my path.
A third path.
I may start out slow
But I know
I am what I dare.
The world wouldn't care if I disappeared
If my life was snuffed out like a light one night
I'm no one famous, not that important
Not even a blip on the universe's radar
I'm so tired, just want to sleep
And live in my dreams forever, never
Wake up
So why not?
Because you
You would mourn, and suffer
I can't leave you here alone
I don't want to be without you
So I stay
In this world
For now
For you.
At you I always stared
In return you only glared
You came when you needed me
When I grew useless you would flee
When you were with your friends
My heart you would not mend
Pretending I didn't exist
Pretending that we never kissed
Then when your 'friends' didn't want you
You came crawling back as you often do
I should have left you lying there
But I took you in, for you I cared
And when they approved of you once more
You left again, my heart you tore
Never again will I let you in
Not even now, when my heart you want to win
I am a door,
Open to all.
I won't turn you away
Unlike a wall.
If ever you need me,
I'll be your friend.
Come in, sit, and talk,
I'll be open 'till the end.
You may find me locked
If you are rude.
If you want me to open,
Please change your attitude.
I am a door,
Don't say I'm a wall.
Walls never care,
But I'm open to all.
She should have known better.
As the Captain of the Guard in Space Sector 2882, Rhanna Shadowbear had been trained for this, and knew her responsibilities, and still she let her emotions overtake her and her dreams of rising in the ranks spur her into a hasty, foolish decision.
So now here she was, her hands cuffed behind her back as she knelt before the captain of the pirate ship that had attacked the cargo ship she had been tasked with protecting, with a dull pain in her head that was slowly fading. A short female with well-defined muscles stood just behind her to her right – from what she could tell, that was the firs